And So It Begins...

Or maybe not...  Now that I've created this page, I've sat here for quite a while, uncertain how to begin.  I've wanted to have a place to "type it all out", blog as I've seen others do...  but as with many new experiences, it take a while to get things going.  Perhaps this will just be a hello, with more to come.

I've just re-joined Weight Watchers for the umpteenth time... and once again, hopefully for the last time.  I admit to having mixed feelings about joining again, but I know it's the only program that really works for me if I follow the process, and I really do need to lose some weight.  "Some" -- interesting word.  I suppose everyone has a different opinion on how much weight loss is "some", and honestly, I need to lose enough that this isn't going to be a short-term process anyway.  And dieting isn't the right label -- I need to change the way I interact with food, the way I take care of myself, all of it.  For right now, that means re-starting my relationship with Weight Watchers and re-learning to eat healthy.  For now, that's enough.

And it completely sucks.  Yeah, I know -- in the grand scheme of things, my having to watch and change how and what I eat is pretty insignificant.  But in my own personal grand scheme -- yup, it sucks!!  Look, I love food!!  I love desserts!!!  And my emotions are certainly tied into "stuffing my face"...  right now I'd like nothing more than to be diving into something sweet and delicious.  But...  nope.  Can't do that anymore.  

That's enough for now.  Not sure if/when I'll continue with this.  I'd like to, but...  I've said that before, too.  We'll just have to see what happens.

And so it begins...